Get Me Out of Here

For the past few days I have become incredibly restless. I feel so off balanced within myself. I feel as if everything I do will end up as a frustrating failure.

I truly don’t know why. Sometimes I just go through these phases. I suppose the joy has been sucked out of the things I love most.

I don’t want to draw.

I don’t want to run.

I don’t want to play piano.

I don’t want to write.

I don’t want to paint.

I don’t know why.

My motivation and love has disappeared. It has left me heart broken and frustrated. I get to the point where I feel so useless. I begin to even question why I did what I did to begin with.

Why did I even waste my time?

I hate feeling like this. I just want to scream and pour it all out and continue with my life. Who knows. Maybe screaming would help.

The most frustrating thing about this feeling is that I don’t know where it came from. On top of that my mind can’t let it go. I like to disect things and find out why they work the way they do. But with this feeling I can’t.

It’s like I don’t want to love anything or do anything. I apparently want to be alone with my misery. I don’t want to reach out to anyone. I don’t want stupid pity. I want a solution.

Just get me out of here.

Out of this torturous state of mind.

Best Wishes,
Kate
xoxo

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2 thoughts on “Get Me Out of Here

  1. I know what you mean. I have had that exact same feeling before. Should have it again soon since I’m on the brink of being unemployed. My lovely position has been eliminated. :/ Read some positive/inspirational articles maybe?

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